The only thing I will optimize for is for fun

Along with the boom of AI usage, and the people who keeps babbling "this is the future" without knowing exactly what they are talking about, one thing is clear--in order to survive, and especially to live, being efficient is not the way for me anymore. I tried it, I lived it, but before I achieved anything, I kept breaking. I tried prolonging it, I tried the hustle mindset, I tried always going against the current, it just does not work for me.

What I enjoy lately was to take things slowly as I can. This is now my form of relaxation. I only need to do it as slow as possible in order to truly rest.

I am free from any garbage this ultra capitalist society shoves in my mouth. I am not built for locking in, I am built for dilly-dallying my whole life.

I will forever be curious on what I can do, and what are my limits. I want to see more of my self, how much more can I do? And how much more can I achieve?